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[Feb. 28th, 2005|10:55 pm] |
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| | Josh Gracin - Nothing to Lose | ] |
So I know that I havent posted in a really long time but I am bored and putting off writing a paper. I am supposed to be writing a paper on prostitution and it is due in 2 days and I just dont feel like doing it right now. Basically this semester has been really busy. I am pretty stressed out about getting into the education program right now but hopefully everything will turn out ok. Jill isnt here anymore so it sucks not having her around to bother anymore but I am never here anymore anyways so it is ok. I am always at class, work, or Nick's. I work at a daycare and it is a lot of fun. Other than that nothing much is going on. Classes are pretty good so far, I really like my human sexuality class. I think it would be a lot of fun to be a sex ed teacher, I find it so interesting learning about relationships and sexual things. It isnt that I am sex obsessed or anything I just find it interesting learning about the history. Like learning about Kinsey and things like that. I am also taking 2 english classes. I am taking one of them with Nick and it is the most boring class ever but it is ok bc it is fun having class with Nick. The other english class is interesing bc my TA is insane. No seriously the whole class makes fun of her. Then I am also taking Atmos and then eps with Steph. So the schedule isnt too bad. I went to Bradley this weekend and it was really nice to see Megan and Adam. I miss those two a lot sometimes, Megan always gives me a good reality check. Broomball is coming up and MC and I are coaching Pikes, so it should be fun. Unofficial is on Friday and it is going to be so much fun. I cant wait. There is an exchange on thursday and I am debating about going, the one last week was fun but I am planning on drinking all day on friday so I dont know if I want to get drunk thursday night. I rarely drink anymore as it is. Spring Break is coming up also and it should be fun. I am going to go to Nick's for half the week and then he is coming to Bushnell. It is not that exciting but it will be nice to be with him that week and neither of us were doing anything anyways. I am trying to save money to go on spring break next year. Well I should probably go try and write this paper....we will see. |
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| back at school |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|10:09 am] |
So school started today. I had this really stupid freshman in my PS class who asked like 50 questions. It is really weird that I am not a freshman anymore. I kind of feel like I am a freshman still but I am happy that I am not. This weekend was a lot of fun. I went out like every night. Also Claudia's b-day was on Monday. I think we all get really drunk. I think about half of our floor shacked. Claudia was so drunk that Kyle and Alex had to carry her in and I guess they got kicked out of our house. That would have been interesting to witness. I dont even remember half of that night. It was a good time tho. I had to go to Quad Day yesterday. It was so hot but we had to look cute so we could advertise our sorority. Later yesterday Xavier and me went to Meijer. That guy is such a dork. He was singing to my songs on the CD Sam made me. When I got back from Meijer I went and talked with Claudia. We had a really good conversation. I didnt even realize how long we had been talking. I think we talked about everything we possibly could have talked about. It was a lot of fun though. Well I need to get ready to go to my next class.
BYE |
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| I love my friends |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|11:02 am] |
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Last night I realized how much I love my home town friends. I am gonna miss them. Last night Megan and I decided to go visit Adam and Miles at Bradley because we were bored. We went and picked them up and went out to eat where our waiter probably thought we were all psycho. On the way back to Sigma Chi we listened to 80's and we all sang. Including the boys. Adam sang his version of Total Eclispe of the Heart while we were pulling up to the house and everyone was staring at us. It was great. Then we went and played card games and drank. I completely screwed Miles over in Ride the Bus. He got trashed. After we were done drinking at the house we went to this bar that was in the middle of nowhere. It didnt even card. It was a trailer turned into a bar. There was some really creepy people there. This old guy came up to Megan and me and asked if we were virgins. We were terrified. He kept on talking to us. It was really strange. It was ok though because Adam got us all our drinks. I love that kid. Then we went back to the house and Megan and I were dancing all by ourselves in front of all the guys. Then Miles and Adam danced with us. Adam likes it when Megan and I dance because he usually gets lap dances but it is ok because it is just Adam. We just have fun. It was great way to end the summer though. Adam says I am the Bradley Sigma Chi groupie who doesnt go to Bradley. I have been there a lot though. I guess when 3 of your best friends go to school there then you will visit a lot. I know like all of their friends and all of their stories. I feel like I go to school there. I am glad I dont though...I love my U of I kids but Bradley is fun to visit. Well I gotta go. |
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| bored |
[Aug. 11th, 2004|04:01 pm] |
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I am so bored right now. I am not working and there is nothing to do here during the day. At night there isnt much to do either. I went to Adam's last night and watched a movie. Adam leaves for school tomorrow. I probably wont see him again until either Homecoming (if I go) or Thanksgiving. This just shows that the summer is almost over. My parents get back tomorrow and my sister is coming home too. Then on Sunday they are moving me back to school. I want my parents to come home though. I mean it was cool that I had the house to myself and everything but I also am probably not going to see my parents for awhile after I leave. I dont know when the first time I come home will be. It depends on my work schedule and sorority stuff. That will tie up a lot of my time plus school work. This is going to be a pretty busy semester. I will get through it though. Well I dont have much else to say. |
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| one week |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|04:03 pm] |
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| | Sail Away - Howie Day | ] |
I go back to school in one week. I went through all of my stuff today. I have so much stuff. I didn't even realize it until today. I took down all of my pictures in my room and packed it up today. If you know me pretty well then you know how many pictures I have. If you were ever in my dorm room...well take all those pictures and add like 15 more. I took down most of them so my room looks pretty empty. Oh well...they will all go up when I get to school. Sam and my room will be pretty cool. She has tons of posters to go up and I have the pictures. I don't think there will be any room on our walls after we get everything put up. I am excited to live in the house though. It is like I am going to be living with all of my best friends except for my dorm girls. I will visit them though. It will be weird not living in Forbes. I have so many good memories there. Yes, I do realize that I wasn't there as much as everyone else but I still made a lot of memories and had a lot of fun.
I am excited to go back and see everyone. I am also kind of scared though to see some people that I haven't seen all summer. I think everything will be ok but I am kind of nervous about it. I am scared but I am also excited to see those people too. I missed pretty much everyone this summer and I know that even if I am scared to see them once I see them it will be ok and I will be excited. I am also kind of sad to leave my friends from home. Last summer I was the last one of my friends to leave. It was so sad. I mean I had to leave Nick, the guy who I had been in love with for 3 years and all of my best friends and go to a school where I knew almost no one. I also knew I wasn't going to see any of them for at least a month which is weird when I usually saw them everyday. I had to start all over. I mean that is the reason why I chose to go to school there and I am so glad I did because I made so many good friends. This summer I am sad to leave again but not as much as last time. I know that I will see Megan, Adam, and Davann sometimes when I go visit or they visit me. Wes said he is going to come to U of I sometime too. So it is all good. Homecoming is in 2 months and I can see all of them if I go. Plus me having a car will make it easier for me to visit them. I know once I get to school though it wont matter. I mean we will all get back in with our friends and I wont miss them as much. It is going to be good. Well this is pretty long now so I am gonna stop writing. |
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| Good times |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|05:28 pm] |
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Last night Molly and Alison came to Bushnell. It was so much fun. I miss those girls and I cant wait till we go back to school so I can see them. I had a party and we had jungle juice, jello shots, and beer. We played some beer pong and flip cup. I had like 15 jello shots (with everclear in them) and 3 glasses of jungle juice and played some flip cup. I was gone. I ended up getting sick and passing out like I usually do. Alison and Molly were entertained by my friends. Megan, Wes, Adam, Andy, Bobby, and Matt were there. It was really strange the Andy, Bobby, and Matt were there because they are still in High School. It was kind of annoying but Adam wanted Andy there so oh well. It was fun. Adam and I got into another fight and I think he is still mad at me. He will get over it, he always does. The night was a lot of fun though. I hope Molly and Alison had a good time.
I go back to school in a week. I am so excited. I have to start packing though. I am going to go through some stuff tomorrow. I have most everything I need I think. I am also done with Harts...yesterday was my last day! I am so happy because I hate that place. I hope I never have to work there again. Well I think I am going to go take a nap now. |
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| New conclusions |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|07:41 pm] |
So I have decided I should never be allowed to cook again. Tonight I tried to make a baked potato and it ended up catching on fire. It made the smoke alarm go off and the whole house was filled with smoke. I finally just got all the smoke smell out. I know it is sad that I cant cook but oh well. It just sucks because my parents are gone and I dont want to go buy food everyday. Today I had to go to work in the rain. It was horrible. It is ok though because I only have 2 days left.
Last night Wes and Adam came over to drink. They drank but I didnt. I just watched and made fun of Adam. I love Wes...he is so entertaining. He makes fun of Adam so much and it is great. Besides making fun of Adam we talked about High School and how if you dont have a certain name then it doesnt matter. It is is pretty stupid. Adam says that when he gets older he is going to come back and make it change. He is so dumb...it is just the way all small towns are and nothing he does is going to change it. I also made a decision last night. It is something I have said a million times but I think it is actually going to happen this time. After talking to my friends last night I decided it really needs to happen. A lot of you probably know what I am talking about. I just need to take control of the situation and do something about it. Hopefully I will stick to it this time. Well that is all I have to say today. So i am out.
Bye Peeps |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2004|10:43 am] |
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| | Thats how your love makes me feel - Diamond Rio | ] |
Hart's just called to tell me that I didnt have to go to work today. This means I only have 3 more work days left. It is great! I am so excited. Adam and I went to see The Village last night. It was a horrible movie. I thought it was supposed to be scary but it sure was not. Adam and I made fun of it the whole time. It was probably one of the worst movies I have ever seen. After we went to the movie we went over to Wes's and I watched Adam and him play poker. Wes actually lost. It was the first time I have ever seen Wes lose money to Adam. They wanted me to play and I said no, so of course they brought up the last time I played with them which would have been the first night I ever drank and we played strip poker. I lost and Wes ended up putting my thong on. We took a picture and now Adam and Wes's parents own a copy of this picture. Well tonight Wes and Adam are coming over to drink and I think Megan might come too. It should be pretty fun. Wes says he is coming over every night to drink. The only bad thing is his parents know he is drinking here and I am afraid they might mention it to my parents when they come home. I dont know though, I dont think they will because I told his mom that my parents didnt know and she laughed. I just hope it doesnt accidentally get brought up. I also hope that my nosy neighbors dont notice their cars here. That would be bad too but I dont care. If my parents find out oh well. I mean when do I ever have a chance to drink in my house and they are gone for 2 weeks. Like they really think I am not going to have people over. Also my aunt called me house last night when I wasnt home so I am afraid she might randomly show up sometime too. That would be bad because it will be overly christian aunt. My sister said she doesnt think that will happen tho. So we will see. I am excited for the weekend though bc Adam and I are making jello shots. Those are the best things ever. If you ever want to get me really drunk quick give me like 8 jello shots in a row and I will be gone. Sam and I always took like 5 of those things at parties and we were pretty gone. I think I also might make some jungle juice too...dont know though. Well I am going to go make something to eat now.
Bye peeps |
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| 12 days of freedom |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|05:02 pm] |
So they are gone. My parents have left for Sydney. I have been left with this huge house to myself. The only times I have to work while they are gone are tomorrow through Friday 1-5. So I can do whatever I want! It is going to be a good time! I think I am going to go see a movie tonight...I am going to call up Amckee and see if he wants to see something...we havent gone on one of our "movie dates" lately. I havent really talked to him in the past week ever since we were at Megans and he got mad at me for something that he doesnt even remember and threw cards in my face. It is ok though...I dont remember what I said. In my book if I dont remember what I said then I didnt actually say it. He cant stay mad at me though...he usually forgives me like 5 min. after. It is all good. Well I gotta get going.
Bye peeps |
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| 2 more weeks |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|09:44 pm] |
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| | Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional | ] |
I am going back to school in 2 weeks from today. I am so excited. I miss everyone so much. It sucks being down here in Bushnell and not getting to see anyone. The only people I hang out with are Megan, Adam, Wes, and Davann. I used to get to hang out with Nick but he is to busy to ever see me anymore, which is fine. I understand. He has a new gf and is "Madly in love with her." They have been dating for 2 weeks. I dont see how you can be madly in love with someone after 2 weeks. It makes no sense to me but it is ok because I am happy for him, I want him to be happy and in love. He is a great guy and I hope this girl appreciates him and I hope it works out. For the first time though I feel like I am being replaced. I knew it was going to happen, I mean I am the one who broke up with him and I have dated people since him so it is only right for him to meet other people too. We went out to eat this weekend and we sorted everything out and I am pretty much over everything I was feeling about the whole situation. I know that even when we argue about things it doesnt matter he will always be there for me if I needed him just like I would be for him. Nothing will ever happen with us again though, we are just friends and that is all we will ever be even though Abbi would say the complete opposite but there is no way we would ever work again. All I can see when I look at him is a friend which is a good thing because I am so glad that we are friends after everything that has happened with us.
I really need to go to school though and get away from this town. All this town does is make me feel like I am in HS again. I was so happy at school unlike what I was in HS. I hated my life in HS. When I went to school I met people that actually liked me for me. They werent like the stupid bitches I went to HS with. I am so glad that Megan is home though. She is such a great friend. She understands me so well because she is a lot like me. I cant lie to her at all (well I am bad at lying to anyone). She knows exactly what I am thinking before I say it. I am going to miss her when I got back to school. I am excited for the next 2 weeks though because my parents are going away and I have the house all to myself. PARTY!!!! Wes said that he was going to come drink over here every night...I was like hell yeah. It will probably be like Wes, Adam, Davann, Megan, and me like it is every time we ever drink but it is always a good time. Hopefully I will be having some people come a visit me this weekend though. I cant wait to show people Bushnell. I mean yeah it is a small town but I just want people to see what it is like. Well this is getting really long so I am going to stop talking now. I just started this because I was bored.
bye peeps |
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